It’s been awhile since I updated because I’ve been working on my website. It’s coming along great! Today I went through my work and decided what I’m going to display in my portfolio. Out of 6 years of work, nothing seemed good enough. So I’m going to spend the next year, going through pieces of work, and re-doing alot of them. Looks like my name won’t be on the market anytime soon, but I refuse to advertise myself, if I’m not on my A-game. I realized how much I’ve grown up as an artist though. I’m better than I once thought possible, but still literally HUNGRY to constantly be better. Art is my LIFE.

Tomorrow morning, Adam and I are driving to California. I’m meeting his mom for the first time and I’m excited to see both of his parents together for once. Usually his Dad comes to AZ for business, and I think it’s adorable how fond he speaks of his wife. I’m even more excited to take pictures, be inspired by the Cali sun, and kiss and cuddle along the sandy beaches. I love the artwork that paints California…so I posted this picture of a boutique in LA that I had taken last time.
Adam and I have come a long way in our relationship. Idk why…but he accepts the good, the bad and the ugly with us. There have still been some bumps in the road that completely flipped my heart upside down, but unlike before I feel like we actually have a fighting chance. We’re finally growing together instead of apart and I have to say I love Adam Joseph Franke with all my heart. It’s weird to constantly want him…and need him…and yet, he’s always e n o u g h for me. He’s everything true, sweet, and real…I finally have faith.

I still can’t find another job. I’m feeling really stressed and discouraged about it. I may just work at McDonald’s. I’m super desperate at this point. I need $$$ to go back to school and to get my license next month, and nothing has been going my way. :( BOO WHOOOo.