i ate last night.
maybe i’m slowing feeling alive again.

time to work out :)
=======later=======
talked to rich about everything. he sent me a quote that made me smile. i’ve concluded that we should get together and share misery [not literally, speaking]. while he is still trying to get malissa back, i’m just trying to get over the hurt. i don’t want to be with someone who doesn’t want to be with me. i love that rich is still fighting though on a love he really believes in. It’s different for me however. i want to be with someone who won’t give up…and who won’t listen to there friends and think for themselves. my only option was to let go. I was lied to and treated like shit, why would i want that back? when i get together with my friends now, all i talk about is love. it’s annoying but good talk. I think my reason was stolen from me…i’m willing to wait for a better reason. to live is to fight…

I can’t wait to get my tattoo. It’s gonna be dope!

hanging out with adele today. i love that we hang out outside of karaoke now. she’s been a great friend…:)

sooo there’s beauty in the breakdown afterall.