i had a long talk with both my parents yesterday. i never thought i would miss these talks, but they always help me re-focus and re-evaluate what i’ve been doing wrong. i’m glad someone can wake me up. i love mom and dad :D

adam is gone
and it’s gonna stay that way this time…it’s a promise :)
i actually don’t regret anything, including getting back together. i did the best i could, and that’s all i could do. i’ve learned alot, but ENOUGH IS ENOUGH and I don’t even want to do it anymore.

i haaate my job! ugggh 2 weeks in, and i dread going. yesterday, i didn’t have the right attitude on 2 hours of sleep. It was so busy, yet somehow i made more money than I ever have.

i bought a new journal. i’m really excited, because it’s a different focus than any of my other journals. It’s more of a self discovery, thought- provoking journal.

today i’m going to work out, lay by the pool with David and hopefully see my love, Adele. oooh and work *tantrums*

reblog from ElBrandy:

I see how you treat the things you LOVE and I want no part.
Thanks for the life lesson,
and showing me that people like you don’t come with warning signs, instruction manuals, flashing lights…
shiiiit, gift receipts for that matter.
I’ll have to be more cautious next time,
Skip tenacity.
Everything is not for everyone.