out of control vs. in control.
if god is control, then there really isn’t anything to worry about. I pray…always. I praise god even when the doors are all shut and there is no day, only night. The Lord has promised me that I don’t have to do it alone. I’m not supposed to. So letting go of all burdens, I feel at peace.

so far my Christian journey has led me to this truth: god will give us what we need, not what we want. i have the power to bring anything i want into my life, however it doesn’t mean that i can keep it if it’s not meant to be. being patient is something I really need to work on. another moment of truth: It’s not about you, it’s about GOD. I really had to think about this statement but it holds my every waking moment. To truly worship god in spirit and truth, I’ve had to change my heart, the way I think, and the way I pray. The struggle I’m experiencing now, is completely in my head, even though I know the truth. I can’t change others, I can only change myself. I’m still taking one day at a time, but I’ll never forget how blessed I am.

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